Looking back, what was important about your education at Red Cloud?
Having our culture and language be a central part of that community experience was really powerful too. Learning to speak Lakota was incredibly important to my development as a Lakota woman. Because of our history, there is a lot of shame associated with speaking our language. But our teacher Philomine Lakota, who is an elder in the community, created an atmosphere where students were encouraged to speak the language out loud and to not to be ashamed of it. It was a welcoming, safe environment in which we could all share our personal stories.
When I went off to college at Dartmouth, I felt like my culture and my language were ingrained in who I am as a person. It really grounded me, in my academic schoolwork but also in finding and pursuing my own dreams and goals for the future. I think knowing our history, our culture, and our language helps us to know our identity—and grounds us in who we are and where we're going.
How did your love of writing and poetry emerge?
Growing up I wrote poetry here and there, but I started writing more regularly when I took a creative writing elective class in high school. Our teacher really pushed us to read our work aloud at least once a week—and that helped me get onto the road of writing more and being comfortable sharing my work.
During my senior year at Red Cloud, I read one of my poems at an open mic night—and it ended up that two rappers were there looking for Native students to take part in Brave New Voices, a major and very well-known poetry slam competition. Going to California and seeing Brave New Voices was really empowering for me—to see young people really expressing themselves and speaking out about injustices that they faced, surrounded by such a strong community of support.
Talk about your time at Dartmouth.
I think this comes up a lot for Native students, but when we go to predominantly white institutions for college, we are met with a lot of ignorance about Native culture and people. It was really difficult for me at first—a lot of people would ask me questions about living on the reservation and they would assume that I got money from the government and that I lived in a tipi. It's a common experience for a lot of Native students.
But one of the things about Dartmouth that helped is the large Native American community on campus. There’s a Native American house on campus and a great Native American Studies Department. Through those, I really found community at Dartmouth—I was able to connect with other Native students who I felt like I could go to if anything got challenging. In academics, I double majored in Native American Studies and English, and by studying both I was able to focus on Native authors like Sherman Alexie and Louise Erdrich.
All of that helped me to feel comfortable going to school there. And ultimately, I think that being grounded in my culture and my community here at Red Cloud allowed me to seek out that community at Dartmouth and to be proud of who I am as a person.
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